Dying to Be Me:
The Hero’s Journey of Release, Remembrance, & Rebirth
Enrollment opens 9/9 on
The Portal of Sovereign Completion.
For the soul that knows the life they are living is too small for the truth they carry.
Your body remembers what your mind forgets.
Pain is not just discomfort — it is a doorway. A messenger.
And sometimes, it’s a sign that the version of you you’ve been carrying has reached its expiration date.
Dying to Be Me is a high-touch, multidimensional container for a conscious death and rebirth of identity. We move between the seen and unseen worlds, opening your Akashic Records in every session and weaving in somatic journeys, nervous system repatterning, and precision pacing that allows deep transformation to actually root in your life.
This is not a course.
This is not coaching.
This is a living ecosystem of earth and ether, tailored to your exact nervous system, your attachment style, and your soul’s unique blueprint — so the changes you make are not just felt in ceremony, but lived in every cell.
Join the list & reserve your spot in the first wave
Because of the depth of energy and precision I pour into each living ecosystem I co-create, I only walk alongside a small number of clients at a time. This ensures you receive devoted presence, tailored guidance, and a space that feels held from start to finish.
This is for you if…
You’re in the depths of deep trauma healing or inner child work and crave expert guidance, steady accountability, and a safe, sacred space to keep moving forward.
You’re done repeating the same painful patterns in: love, self-worth, money, or health.
And you’re ready to finally address the root, not just the symptoms.You’re leaving (or have just left) your corporate job to follow your soul’s calling, and you need structure, clarity, and nervous system support to rebuild life on your terms.
You’re ready to stop merely “coping” and start living from your full life force with a regulated, supported system that feels safe to expand, receive, and thrive.
You’ve read the books, attended the retreats, and journaled endlessly… but you want real-world integration so your body trusts the change and your shifts last.
You’re navigating PTSD, grief, loss, or a major life transition and want steady, trauma-informed support as you rebuild.
You’re experiencing a spiritual reawakening, your intuitive gifts are returning, your connection to Source is deepening, and you want to anchor it in your body so it’s sustainable.
You’ve tried to heal alone but keep hitting a wall. You’re ready for mystical access through the Akashic Records and grounded tools for daily transformation.
You know it’s time to rebuild your identity after burnout, betrayal, or awakening. Brick by brick, with divine guidance and embodied presence.
You’ve been dealing with mystery physical symptoms and aches that doctors can’t explain, and you’re ready to explore the deeper, root-cause connection between your body, mind, and spirit.
You’re seeking a guide who can hold both the sacred and the practical, so you can hone your spiritual gifts while staying grounded in your everyday life.
The Structure: Sacred, Strategic, Somatic
This work is designed to move you forward without burning you out. We meet every two weeks over five months (10 sessions) — giving your nervous system the perfect rhythm to transform without slipping back into old patterns.
Too fast, and your mind pulls you into familiar cycles.
Too slow, and your breakthroughs lose their fire.
Here, we move at a pace that keeps your momentum steady and lets the shifts land deep in your body.
Inside This Ecosystem, You’ll Receive:
Direct Dialogue with Your Soul — every call opens your Akashic Records for guidance, clarity, and truth that’s uniquely yours.
InBodyMent™ Journeys — Body-led release, guided breath, movement, and somatic practices to let your body process what your mind has carried.
Personalized Practices Between Sessions — meditations, subliminals, yoga flows, EFT tapping, and breathwork created for your nervous system and attachment style, so the work keeps working even when we’re not in session.
Private Community Chat — a sacred space to connect, reflect, and share insight with others walking their own hero’s journey.
Office Hours with Dulce — drop in for feedback, support, and intuitive laser guidance.
Integration Support — because the magic isn’t just in what we see in the Records… it’s in how you live it, breathe it, and embody it afterward.
Private Bufo Alvarius Immersion (Optional Upgrade)
For the soul who is ready to step beyond the edges of the self entirely.
Within our five-month journey, you will cross countless thresholds through embodiment, integration, and the Akashic field. This optional immersion is for those who feel called to weave in an additional catalyst… one that invites a direct dissolution into the infinite.
This 3-day / 4-night private immersion includes:
2–3 Bufo ceremonies (paced for your integration, depending on arrival/departure)
Location & Accommodations: Retreats are hosted in sacred, nature-immersed spaces chosen for their energetic resonance.
Chef-prepared, nourishing vegetarian meals, 2x per day
Opening Cacao Ceremony, on arrival night, we gather for a heart-opening cacao ceremony to soften the edges of travel, steady the nervous system, and prepare the body to receive the medicine’s wisdom.
The Real Ceremony Begins After You Return Home
What truly sets this journey apart is our belief that the medicine’s gift unfolds long after the ceremony itself. The hours you spend in the medicine space are only the spark. The real alchemy happens in how you live, breathe, and embody what you’ve received.
For Dying to Be Me Participants
When you choose to weave a plant medicine immersion into your Dying to Be Me container, you’re not just adding a retreat; you’re deepening the roots. We’ll spend two months preparing together, so that by the time you meet the medicine, your mind, body, and spirit are primed for the deepest possible reception. Afterward, we’ll walk together for another three months, with six integration calls that will be intentionally tailored to anchor and integrate the transformation from your Bufo experience.
For those beginning their Dying to Be Me journey around the same time, we offer the option to schedule your plant medicine emergence together. This creates a shared container of support and community, while still maintaining the intimacy of a small cohort. Groups of 3–6 participants receive a special group rate and shared integration support, allowing your transformations to weave together in powerful ways.
For Stand-Alone Retreat Guests
Every private or small group retreat includes pre/post ceremony integration calls, plus access to our private community space for continued conversation, connection, and support. You’re not walking this path alone.
Why This Matters
Without intentional integration, even the most profound breakthroughs can fade into memory. With guided aftercare, community support, and the sacred pacing of this work, transformation stops being a fleeting experience and becomes the foundation of your life.
What Sets This Container Apart
The Precision Portal:
Transformation is deeply personal.
Your nervous system knows it, and so do I.
Here’s how we honor every layer of who you are so your growth becomes sustainable and embodied:
Attachment Style Precision: The way your nervous system feels safe is not generic — it’s wired by your attachment style. Avoidant? Disorganized? Secure? We use methods that match your system so integration actually sticks.
Human Design Blueprint: Your energetic operating system matters. Your strategy and authority shape how you make aligned decisions. From the start, you’ll receive your complete Human Design blueprint, and we’ll explore it together to align your growth with your natural energetic rhythm.
Optional Upgrade: Add a 1:1 session with our certified Human Design guide (30+ years of experience) for a deep, tailored reading that brings your chart to life.
About Bufo Alvarius (5-MeO-DMT)
Bufo Alvarius, also known as the Sonoran Desert Toad, carries one of the most profound natural entheogens in the world—5-MeO-DMT. This sacred medicine is known as The God Molecule for its ability to dissolve the sense of separation and guide you into a state of oneness, clarity, and deep remembrance of your true nature. The experience is often described as a direct doorway into unconditional love and the infinite.
In our retreats, Bufo is offered in a highly ceremonial, trauma-informed container, honoring Indigenous traditions while integrating modern safety practices. Every participant receives personalized preparation and aftercare to ensure that the transformation is not just experienced, but embodied.
Sacred Cacao
Cacao, often called The Food of the Gods, has been used ceremonially for thousands of years to open the heart, deepen connection, and invite joyful presence. Together, we’ll share intentions, song, and silence as we anchor the wisdom received.
We are presently communing with a beautiful batch of cacao from the sacred lands of Atitlán, Guatemala.
Energetic Note
Threshold moments are not exclusive to plant or toad medicine — they are woven into every step of our work. This immersion simply offers a different doorway into the same infinite space we touch through embodied practice.
If you have been curious about communing with the plant spirits, specifically Bufo, this is a rare and sacred opportunity to do so in a space where you will be profoundly held and exquisitely cared for. With private ceremonies, both the facilitators and the assistants are fully devoted to you.
Dulce will be micro-dosing and journeying alongside you, holding the field on multiple planes, so your process is witnessed, supported, and anchored across dimensions
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Dying to Be Me 1:1 Container - Details to come
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Dying to Be Me container + Private or small group plant medicine immersion (enrollment dates should be close by) details to come
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Details to come